Back to full time...

Yesterday end the last day of a freelancer... I'm going to work as a full time senior event executive for an entertainment company.... no more lazing around... fooling around (my mum so called claim that I have been fooling around for the past 3yrs. I have been working damn hard leh!!) ... no more worry whether there is another next project or not... I will miss them... I will miss the fun I had every time during my shoot... I miss everyone, every thing!~!~ I'm a person who hate to move to new environment but at the same time I can easily settle down in it if the environment is suitable. I guess I will, as I pretty like the boss there... we seems to click very well during the interview... hope the colleagues are friendly too. I hate politic environment, people trying to back stab each other... I considered these as hostile environment and usually I die there faster because I'm a straightforward person I tend to speak out my mind. If I don't like someone, my face can easily tell. eeeeeee I drag those high-heel shoes, business wear... bohohoho.... no more comfy jeans, t-shirt....
Yesterday, we happen to drop by SJ's feng shui master's shop to have a brief fortune told. What he said was soooooo hit right at the spot. He said that I best work for the government due to my heavy metal element and beside me I have fire that gives me a high authority of power. I'm very stubborn and stingy of my money. If I'm to get married best will be at the age of 33 (chinese birth yr) and even so my marriage has a crack but I can be easily resolve because I'm a very vocal person so will speak up if there is any problem. What surprises me was he ask me did I lost every thing in the year 2005. I was shocked!!! Because in 2005 something did happened, which I broke off with T and I felt that's the end of the world.. felt that I don't have anything left... I felt I have lost everything... its a gamble that I took in regard of everyone disagreement and I lost the game... and because of that I'm still full of resentments and frustration (which is indirectly true). I'm one who don't like kid... but he told me I should have and will have no problem having as I have alot can have 3 kids - first a boy, girl and than a boy. He told me I should have kids cause its good for me... as they sort of release off my frustration and resentment. My career will be okay and in the age of 37 I will be going smooth till age of 57. My husband will be very career minded and will seldom care for me, I should just concentrate on building my career instead as it's nothing to do with womanizing. Even if I'm married, I still attract suiters as my character is what a guy is looking for. *grin grin*. He even calculated that I had injured/problem with my right shoulder leh! so scary!~!~ Last year has been a good year for me cause I have some sort of promotion which is true I have promoted to a Assistant director and my boss gave me a pay increment. He say soon I will face some problem (forget which yr) in my career as I will face competition by people who curry favour, etc and I will feel frustrated by it. I even have competition to compete for my husband to be leh!!! If we manage to pass through everything will smooth sailing for us. Wah so many thing predicted is so close sia... I think I want to go for a through reading for my new career. I'm also thinking to bring qi to go for a reading also, hope to give her some lovers!~! more lovers!~!~ ke ke.
I'm all set to embark this new journey... everything is back to zero.. I knew nothing about what is ahead of me.. but I think I will be able to survive just like I had so far... hope its a career path that will last long... entertainment industry is very bitchy.. behind the glamorous are faces of the evil. Lord, I pray for your guidance, strength and wisdom in this journey I'm about to take.